[She can't reconcile these thoughts. They're too different, but she still isn't sure what's real and what's fabricated because the ones that come back seem so other, so unreal. He hit the nail right on the goddamn head. Kenzi shifts closer when he kneels next to her and stares right back at him, amazed at how he just verbalized what she's been feeling for weeks.]
They can't be real, but they are? But no one's gonna believe me if I tell them everything. [Her brow furrows as she studies his face. All Jefferson's supposed instability, all his breakdowns, it's not his brain that's the problem, it's the memories. Too much lifetime to hold in his head. Dealing with it since before he came here?
She squeezes his hands, bites her lower lip.] Shit, Jefferson, I'm so sorry. I didn't ask-- I didn't even think--...
You can tell me. I swear, you can tell me everything, no judgement. We'll just... keep each other sane, I guess.
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[She can't reconcile these thoughts. They're too different, but she still isn't sure what's real and what's fabricated because the ones that come back seem so other, so unreal. He hit the nail right on the goddamn head. Kenzi shifts closer when he kneels next to her and stares right back at him, amazed at how he just verbalized what she's been feeling for weeks.]
They can't be real, but they are? But no one's gonna believe me if I tell them everything. [Her brow furrows as she studies his face. All Jefferson's supposed instability, all his breakdowns, it's not his brain that's the problem, it's the memories. Too much lifetime to hold in his head. Dealing with it since before he came here?
She squeezes his hands, bites her lower lip.] Shit, Jefferson, I'm so sorry. I didn't ask-- I didn't even think--...
You can tell me. I swear, you can tell me everything, no judgement. We'll just... keep each other sane, I guess.